Feelings about Halloween
I don’t fully know why I have such strong mixed feelings about Halloween. Some of it is definitely envy over folks who can put on makeup without setting off a panic attack (the joys of having a phobia of paint and pigment). Some of it is carry over from our youth of wishing we could wear feminine costumes.Some is just inexplicable.
But I dunno. It brings such joy to folks around, I want to like, figure out why my brain has this turmoil