@digimint@Soblow <🎆Calliope> looks at Soblow and grins Hi! I'm a registered maintenance technician for this unit, know that you are cute and I am amused by your sudo command :3 (but also this unit doesn't run linux or any other earth OS)
mh~, on the mendDeleted my mh- posts. i had a long cry and then let myself just sit for a nice while. I’ve seen all the compassionate messages of love i got in DMs. Thank you all. Will reply soon 🩷
Hmm. This isn’t exactly conveying how i feel. I’m not melancholy the way this kinda sounds.
I think another metaphor might be that i’m a set of gears that are phased partially out of this plane of existence. They function, they do their purpose today, and tomorrow they’ll probably be back fully in this reality.
But for today it’s impossible to see them in fullness, to touch and feel all the sides of the gearteeth at once, to fully reckon with them
sharps and knives as a personal metaphorI’m not sure who I am but i feel like a dulled blade. A butter knife. Very useful, good, helpful, normal etc. And enjoying its Purpose. But today i am a butter knife in an unused drawer, that dreams of being a finely honed sword.
It’s one of those “brain being weird and i am fully at a loose end” days. Not a bad day! this isn’t mh-! it’s just like. The gears have not fully engaged with reality, and i’m not sure what to do to get them to click into reality.
To be honest this might be some plurality stuff. I’m not sure who I am.
So was nobody gonna tell me about the nonbinary space pirate captain played by Jessie James Keitel in season 1 of Strange New Worlds and they were just expecting me to watch a 4 hour Jessie Gender video to learn about this?
(well, actually, me watching a 4 hour video essay on why Season 3 of Strange New Worlds is a painfully centrist mess is very on brand for me)
