vent-ish, "freudian slip"
thinking about how annoying the concept of the "freudian slip" is as a creature that has a disability that causes words to get mixed up/slipped out that usually have the opposite connotation or just a different connotation entirelylike no, it doesnt subconsciously "hope you feel badder" it genuinely meant better, it just short-circuited for a moment
(also no the recipient of the message likely didnt even think anything of a freudian slip, this one is just self conscious about it constantly)