@soyl@wanderingwires.netsometimes it feels like referring to itself in the third person, "sometimes" being basically all of the time, but it still does like to periodically refer to itself in the first person, specifically with "i" and "my"because sometimes that is what is easier in a specific context, and it felt like it was invalid somehow for doing that, other times felt that it was making things harder for everybody and everything around it, but also it thinks that it shouldnt feel the need to correct itself about its own pronouns. this worry of dissapointing or confusing people feels much like its old masking behaviors and it thinks that maybe it shouldnt worry so much