I didn't do anything "productive" today, but i rested, answered messages, took a bath and shaved my legs for the first time in like a month. And i'm going to bed on time. those are victories. I just hope i can build up to productivity and getting back on my job hunt in the coming days.
bahhhh i've had some very low quality sleep the last week because of being sick and because of taking care of sick family members, i need to be patient with myself not having motivation
doll yearning, empty spacesHow wonderful it must feel to not have to do things, no tasks eating away at you, no responsibilities and things left undone weighing on your mind…to just be, instead of do. To just be; and become. Nothing more.
The new Defunctland is incredible if you like colossal terrifying robots, 4 hour video essays, and watching a man become obsessed with a specific meet and greet Nemo suit.
Taking care of family isn’t a bad experience but oh wow does this one crave Stillness and Becoming now, and it has no chance of this for many hours or days ><
@spinach A cheat to do this that is an easier to acquire and to transport substitution that is technically a particle accelerator is a CRT tv BUT I do think most trans women would appreciate a functioning CRT tv for retro gaming/retro tech reasons
